Nov 3rd, 2018 : Third Diary

I spent this week for meeting many people. I met mainly people who are not engineer in the company and I felt that they are far superior in social terms.

I asked lots of in curios questions but I’m not sure whether it was good conversation or not. A person might feel like extension of work in lunch time. My recent interest is very little to have conversation with subject which is unrelated to the company. There are too few recent interests to have conversation with subject which is unrelated to the company.

There is really nothing except play-off. Various experiences in life could expand the scope of my thought and extract diverse topic. People who are extravert and good at conversation usually store summarized experiences in their brain. Even not, they are often excellent questioner or listener.

I also met people who i haven’t met for a long time. But, some meetings weren’t pleasant as past. Person reveals their nature rather than changes as time goes on. The reason why it isn’t happy though it was is that our natures weren’t compatible with each other.

I got an information about apartment application which requires more than 800 million won from a friend. I turned down it after having discussion with wife. We can’t afford to 800 million won though it was best chance to live in gang-nam which is close to the company. I’m still concerning with the question about when we could live together. One of us must give up job to live together. Eventually, It is hard to live in Seoul with salary which is tiny more than normal. Even if i chose to live in local city, I’m still worry considering increased average life span. So, We should live life well for 10 years as originally planned. It will give more choices in the future.

I have recited weekly cycle totally same as last week. I don’t understand the system yet enough to handle every works properly and I’m not familiar with the codes well. There was travel opportunity but i didn’t engage in it. I will go to honey moon anyway. So, I want to work until that time.

I’ve learned a lot as ever. I feel fearfulness from what i’ve never seen. I mind ask question or help. But, I should throw away the habits. Asking good question briefly is consideration for others either.

I have been failed to go to work earlier. I can’t fall a sleep with turned on boiler, But I can’t go out of blanket with turned off boiler which makes room freezing in the morning. I’ll sleep wearing nightgown from next week. If i went to work early, I could increase time for working out. And I could do warming up and stretching before PT and concentrate on main exercise during PT.

I’m going to climb a Cheonggyesan with two university alumni tomorrow. Korean Series also will start tomorrow, but i don’t know whether i will success or not to book ticket. Yesterday match between Nexen versus SK was so impressing. Nexen made tie in the ninth inn with 2 out counts and finally turned the game around in the tenth inn and SK turned it over again. It showed how their competitive and persistence are great. Despite of it, One of them became loser because it is a little short of skill or luck.

I was suddenly reminded drama ‘미생‘ and turned on it. I felt that there’s not big difference between me and main character. Though I’m better in terms of treatment, conditions where we are placed in wildness with no background knowledge were same. His stat and insight are close to Munchkin of course, So. I shouldn’t have the idea that I can easily adapt to it as he did.

The goal of next week is to have spare in my mind and confidence.